Somehow, my rainbow this time is coming in different shapes and colours. Out of the ordinary. I don't know whether to cry or laugh. God's telling me to not runaway, when all I want to do is that! I would rather avoid than go through things.
How time flies. Circumstances change. People change. Friendships and relationships are tested. Basically everything's changed; including me. Nothing remains the same forever - eventhough how badly I want them to. A friend said to me, "I wish I could go back in time and start all over again." How I agreed with that. Starting afresh again. No strings attached. No doubts, fears, hurts and regrets.
The only thing I can hold on to, is that God has never left my side. My whole world may collapse but He still remains the same. My only hope is in Him.
Now looking back, if I had the choice... I would still do it all over again. No matter how painful it may have been, I would still have chosen the same path. Regardless of the outcome. A quote that my friend sent to me some time ago just came to mind.
"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."
As ironic as it seems, that's what God's trying to teach me to do. Look from the other perspective. The glass is half full. Not half empty. When things are out of my control, they're actually in His control. As hard as it is to let go, I have to and let Him take the driver's seat again.
And hey, there is a rainbow after every storm. There HAS to be. Might not be what you expect it to be. But it'll be there. Just wait and look out your window.
That's what I'm doing. Getting a glimpse of my rainbow. *smiles*
hugs&kisses
Y3:12 PM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Finally classes are over! Yayyyyyyyyyy! But, finals are here though.. *sigh* Thank goodness I'm only left with theory and CME assessment. Then, I'm truly done for this sem! Feels so good=) So looking forward to the long-break. Something I really need.. A break from everything.
Anyway, today I went to Midvalley with my college friends. Its been such a longggg time since I've hung out with them. Felt good just relaxing and having fun. Besides getting so tired from walking, because somebody was being so fussy about what clothes to buy! Haha.. It was fun. Didn't know how much I missed these guys...
p/s: to the person who was driving (i won't mention your name. hehe..), PLEASE learn how to drive slower.. and look out for cars around you! you're not some F1 driver okay. Haha.. Super scary! You're not suppose to eat and drive at the same time also! Sheeshh.. but, thanks for sending me home=) hope that the rest of you survived his driving as well.. Don't worry though, I still remember what to tell your parents if you do not. Hehe..
I think its been a month already since one of my besties left for Scotland. Dhashaini Shakeera Naban, I miss you=( Thank God for MSN, Skype and e-mail.. Hehe.. Glad to hear that so far everything's going great there. But please learn how to say NO. It's really easy.. N-O! After all the years of trying to teach you, you still can't say it. *sigh* How like that.. I can't do anything to help you already. I'm not there.. I wish I could! Hehe.. Well, just remember we're always here for you. No matter what darl.. Stuck together for life! So weird that I don't receive anymore random SMSes from you, calls in the middle of the night etc etc.. Kinda have to remind myself that you're not here. But, December is coming real soon. Haha.. And so the count-down begins. Remember our wild plan! You totally have no choice. *winks*
*me, dhash, swarna* [KLIA.. parting after 7 years? *sob sob*]
Oh, I'm so looking forward to 2010! Totally can't wait.. *evil grin* I'm gonna win=p
*SMACK*SMACK*SMACK*
hugs&kisses
Y9:55 PM
happy being loved:)
the drama queen
fe.li.ci.ty.li.cious The rants and rambles of my life. The ups and downs of the journey i go through. The joys and tears of it all. The best part, the bittersweet memories left engraved in my heart.
pieces of me
My passion is MUSIC! I serve an awesome God. I'm individualistic, enjoys sacarsm and has a good sense of humour. I'm also a loyal supporter of Manchester United. *grins*
Loves shopping sprees, obsessed with taking photos, has late night ice-cream cravings, has an addiction to chocolates, a book enthusiast, despises horror movies, takes pleasure in spending quality time with my friends, enjoys partying, and simply married to my handphone. Haha.. Go figure! *winks* ;)
