But you are not going to be here to do it with me now!! And you'll be gone for ONE MONTH! Just when I'm gonna start my holidays next week! *sobs* Gahh! I hate HATEHATE our schedules! They always suck big timeeeeeeeeee!
I'll miss you as usual.. =(
See you in December! I'll find a replacement to take your place in the mean time.. Hehe..
p/s: time to stop pretending..
hugs&kisses
Y9:15 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
What a crazy couple of days it's been. I thank God everything is finally over. *phew*
Now I have time to breathe again! It's now time for me to catch up on my beauty sleep, "me" time and pampering sessions.
Ironically with all the running about, rehearsing and preparation; we were all too preoccupied and busy to take any pictures. Haha.. There definitely are pictures, just not taken by us. It is all with the photographers that they hired for that night.
Still it was a very good experience. Another plus point for my future resume! :)
Too lazy to continue blogging.. Tata for now!
hugs&kisses
Y5:53 PM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Today's the day the person destined to exasperate me for life was born!
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY GEORGE TENG ZI XIAN! :)
You still haven't changed during these 3 years that I've known you. You still irritate the crap out of me, annoy me like hell, and still manage to keep up with your insults eventhough you're a hundred million miles away from me! *blek*
At least it's time for you to AGE now. Muahahaha.. Please try some pills to improve your ever-failing memory! (i still know what you did the other night.. *tsk tsk* hehe..)
Have a great one georgie:) Don't party too hard aight! May God bless you tremendously this year!
You better come back next year. I know you miss me! Hehehehe..=p
hugs&kisses
Y8:11 PM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Seremban pictures.. I simply love these people:)
Performing is fun. Especially with them.
FIVE days left now. And after receiving the email today, I am more than determined! I have my main source of motivation now. But of course not really for all the right reasons.. Who cares! At least I'm extremely motivated now. GREAT!Winning is not option...it's EVERYTHING!
p/s: gonna have the best of both worlds..
hugs&kisses
Y10:50 PM
Monday, October 20, 2008
Staring right into the eyes of temptation..
After everything I know and what I've been taught, I know what I ought to do. Which is obvious...RUN! FLEE! But then again, the sense of excitement, the thrill of it makes everything else look so dull in comparison.
I know I should run. But then I just want to.........
Abstinence is the key here. (and no this is not referring to sex if your twisted minds are wondering..)
This question still remains.. How long can I abstain for?
p/s: for the first time, i am actually considering it.. this is B-A-D!
hugs&kisses
Y10:04 PM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Sentiment for the day:
I don't miss you at all. And it feels just right again. How strange..
p/s: out to conquer the world!
hugs&kisses
Y12:07 AM
Friday, October 17, 2008
Only nine days left. NINE days! Weeeeeeeeee!
Bye-bye:)
Just got back from Seremban last night. We went to do guest performances in a concert. TOO BAD WE DIDN'T MANAGE TO GET ANY SEREMBAN SIEW PAU *sigh* Eventhough from the time we started our journey there till the journey back we were still craving for them! Gah! Had no time to get any. We had to rehearse upon reaching there and then we couldn't get out after that. Anyway, we would have gotten lost if we did! All the roads there are so narrow and complicating. Haha.. And by the time the whole concert was over, no siew pau shop in their right mind would still be open for us.
I love all these random performance trips I take with my friends. We complain a whole lot, yet still have loads of fun and enjoyable moments together. Not to mention cam-whore:) We get to compare the places we've performed in, which place has the better TOILET, which place feeds us better etc.. Hehe.. And of course the trouble of having to lug our wardrobes and make-up with us everywhere. But getting all dressed up is apart of it:) Besides giving a fantastic performance! I certainly love the applause and cheers after every performance.
I wonder how many more of these random performance trips I will have with these people. We're all graduating next year. Then all our lives will take our own individual paths. Each of us ready to carve out our own destiny in life. But I can say for sure, we're here to conquer the world! Here's to many many more performances with you guys! :)
Pictures will be up later. I am unable to get my pictures out from my very intelligent PDA. Haha.. So I will have to wait till I get the pictures from someone's camera.
And only NINE DAYS LEFT! So, the countdown begins.
p/s: stop invading my dreams!
hugs&kisses
Y1:49 PM
Thursday, October 09, 2008
So responsibility is out, and irresponsibility is in now. I am definitely so out of fashion! Well, time for me to get back into style isn't?
I'm just counting down the days till I can screw it all.. Oh I simply cannot wait!
p/s: try walking in my shoes for a day. i doubt you'll even survive past noon..
hugs&kisses
Y10:04 PM
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
Aside from that bullshit, life has been pretty awesome now.
Everything seems to be falling right into place.
Been having random dreams. Very random dreams about certain people. Hehe:)
And I love the fact that it all just feels so natural now. It's not weird, awkward or strange. But just natural. It feels as if it's something you've always done since the beginning.
I really hope this is it. Anyway, I choose to believe it is.
Maybe the sky can turn pink afterall. Who knows..
It just feels natural. Like this is the moment.
This is what I want. And I guess I can wait a little longer for everything to be completed.
p/s: your text messages never fail to put a smile on my face..
hugs&kisses
Y11:51 PM
So extremely annoyed right now. Urrgghh. Sometimes I wonder what do people expect of me? I wish I could split myself into a million different pieces and everyone can have a piece of me. Sheesshh. When will everyone understand that I am not capable of doing everything? Sometimes I think some people were just born stupid and incompetent! Can't they do anything for themselves?!
And they hound you with mindless text messages, emails, phone calls, even on facebook! WTF?!
Forgive my language. I'm just so incredibly pissed! I just feel like swearing my head off. But then of course I can't right, because there's obviously a certain reputation I have to live up to isn't? That's what everyone expects of me. Urrghh.
What else do you people expect from me? I'm NOT A FREAKING ROBOT! Bloody hell. And I am NOT here to fix your bloody problems. God gave everyone brains for a purpose! Kindly please use them.
So please STOP texting, emailing, facebooking or calling me. I WILL NOT ENTERTAIN anymore bullshit! You can find other people to do your shit jobs and solve your problems. I am not the only human on this entire planet!
By the way, I am avoiding YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU, YOUand YOU! So if you're coming to me with work, then screw off! Just screw off from my life. Period.
I QUIT!
p/s: let's see how long this post will remain up.. i can bet by tomorrow morning someone will call and say, "felicity how can you have swear words in your blog? *gasp*".. GO FIGURE!
hugs&kisses
Y11:28 PM
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
"As unpredictable as the weather.." HAHA!
I'm craving for cakes now.
The beautiful Tiramisu from Suchan.
And the yummy-licious Oreo Cheesecake from Marmalade.
And I feel like eating them both right now. Exactly RIGHT NOW! Sigh..
So anybody up for a cake eating spree? Hehehehe..
p/s: it feels just right now. *smiles*
hugs&kisses
Y11:08 PM
Sunday, October 05, 2008
hugs&kisses
Y9:41 PM
Saturday, October 04, 2008
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
12.32am - "River Crossing" game FINALLY SOLVED! HEHEHEHE:)
Both me and **** just managed to solve it separately on our own. She solved it first, then five minutes I solved it too. At least this proves we still have our wonderful BRAINS! Told you, people like us will never give up. Especially something that challenges our intellectual capabilities!
YAY! Now I can sleep in peace! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
hugs&kisses
Y12:25 AM
Friday, October 03, 2008
So I just asked one of my darling friends to try and help me solve the brain teaser game I mentioned earlier that I still haven't been able to solve, and this is the response I got after she tried it (i sent her the game through MSN) :-
**** says: gimme 10 mins **** says: i go have a look at it fe.li.ci.ty.li.cious [girl with a mission.] says: okok **** says: omg its dumb **** says: it doesnt make sense fe.li.ci.ty.li.cious [girl with a mission.] says: i cannot get everybody across ok fe.li.ci.ty.li.cious [girl with a mission.] says: i only can get 3 children across fe.li.ci.ty.li.cious [girl with a mission.] says: then one more will be stuck the other side fe.li.ci.ty.li.cious [girl with a mission.] says: SO STUPID!! fe.li.ci.ty.li.cious [girl with a mission.] says: i will kill the person that invented this stupid game fe.li.ci.ty.li.cious [girl with a mission.] says: i wont be able to sleep tonite. i must solve this! **** says: hahahahah **** says: i dont bloody care **** says: i m not going to crack my brains fe.li.ci.ty.li.cious [girl with a mission.] says: ur suppose to help me fe.li.ci.ty.li.cious [girl with a mission.] says: :( **** says: i dunno lah **** says: ask the dumb person who gave this dumb game to u **** says: i know i'll ask my cousin tmw **** says: i know she is only 12 **** says: but she loves these kinda things fe.li.ci.ty.li.cious [girl with a mission.] says: good good! fe.li.ci.ty.li.cious [girl with a mission.] says: if she can solve it.. fe.li.ci.ty.li.cious [girl with a mission.] says: we have no where to hide our faces anymore..
Mind you **** has more brains than any of you put together! I'm starting to curse this stupid game. I won't be able to sleep tonight because of it. Haha..
So anybody wants to try this "River Crossing" game?
hugs&kisses
Y11:29 PM
I hate brain teaser games. I HATE HATE HATE! Because they make you so frustrated and just wanting to tear your hair out. And you cannot stop playing as well, because the feeling of do-or-die-i-still-must-complete-and-solve-this-game-because-i-must-prove-i-have-brains is so overwhelming. I hate not being able to find the solution and answer to it. I think I can go mad thinking and mulling over it because I hate to give up. I never never give up unless the very last straw has broken. Basically I hate not being capable of figuring something out and losing! Haha..
Well, today I tried this game called "River Crossing". It was copied into my computer by someone a few days ago. And I still CANNOT solve it! The feeling of frustration is so great! Eeeeeeeeeeee! I CANNOT solve it. My brains must have taken a holiday. Urrghh. This game will definitely keep me very preoccupied in the coming days till I solve it. It might even drive me nuts. But I just HAVE TO BE ABLE TO SOLVE IT! Must must must. (I blame this on the person who copied the game into my computer! *blek*)
But then the great sense of accomplishment after finally being able to solve all these kinda brain teaser games makes it all worth while. Haha! Let's see how long it will take me this time round to solve this game.
On a random note, I blame my hormones for my current state of mind. Hehehehehe:)
hugs&kisses
Y10:13 PM
happy being loved:)
the drama queen
fe.li.ci.ty.li.cious The rants and rambles of my life. The ups and downs of the journey i go through. The joys and tears of it all. The best part, the bittersweet memories left engraved in my heart.
pieces of me
My passion is MUSIC! I serve an awesome God. I'm individualistic, enjoys sacarsm and has a good sense of humour. I'm also a loyal supporter of Manchester United. *grins*
Loves shopping sprees, obsessed with taking photos, has late night ice-cream cravings, has an addiction to chocolates, a book enthusiast, despises horror movies, takes pleasure in spending quality time with my friends, enjoys partying, and simply married to my handphone. Haha.. Go figure! *winks* ;)