of rainbows and sunshine:)

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Christmas is nearing.

And I want this again.

p/s: still waiting. but this time with excitement and a slight hint of mysteriousness..

hugs&kisses
Y12:36 AM

Sunday, November 23, 2008

I'm suppose to be in church now. But here am I blogging.. HAHA.

I should take breaks like these more often. I've totally forgotten how good it feels like to be able to sleep in during a Sunday morning and do everything leisurely after that. I just realised I haven't done so in such a long time. And boy does it feel GOOD! :)

So here I am writing this whilst talking to Mr. Ohio. By the way, Cyberpunk is NOT awake yet! Terrible right? Even with all the nudging he failed to wake up.. So its only me and Ohio dude now.

Oh someone's back from Aussie! Guess who? Hehe..

Will update more later when I get back.. Tata for now:)

I had a dream.

And you were in it.

Can you please make up your mind?

p/s: one surprise after another.. what's next?

hugs&kisses
Y1:34 PM

Friday, November 21, 2008

I had a dream.

And you weren't in it.

hugs&kisses
Y3:06 PM

Saturday, November 15, 2008

PAINTBALL EXTRAVAGANZA!

Today all of us went to play paintball at the TT sports place in Subang. It was my very first time playing. AND CRAP IT HURTS! I have many unsightly bruises all over my body now. Haha.. But it was fun:) At least I managed to actually shoot some people too. Hehe..

I didn't expect paintball to be so tiring! I think we played 4 games altogether. If there was no time limit, the first game would have never ended. The last 2 people left preferred to play hide and seek. HAHA!

There were many funny incidents as well e.g. shooting your own team mate (it wasn't me!), the suicidal attempts etc.. But I really had fun with this bunch of people:) So crazy!

The sad part is that we didn't manage to take any pictures when we were there playing! So wasted. Urrghh. We were all too caught up in playing and even after everything was over it just completely slipped our minds! Too tired already. Haha..

Anyway, I'll introduce some of the players now.

The Champion (kamikaze all the way, he simply runs without looking first and dives behind bunkers with his legs sticking out. the most noticeable player of all decked in a YELLOW shirt and BLUE shorts. haha.. oh and he was responsible of shooting the poor Marshall with his submarine stunts!)

The Wuss (specializes in hiding and camping behind bunkers without firing or moving for almost the ENTIRE GAME! hahaha.. but surprisingly he was always the one who manages to shoot The Champion. somehow his bullet curves when it flies!)

The Silent One (somehow he made his gun burst out into smoke. HAHA! he also got a very nasty bruise on his head. *ouch* AND YES I MANAGED TO SHOOT HIM!!! but sadly during the last game he also managed to shoot me back. we're even now. *sigh*)

The Pro (the only one with tournament experience. and he didn't get his wish to shoot me because we ended up on the same team! a very unsatisfied player.. *phew* hehehehe..)

Okay I don't have the pictures of the rest so I can't introduce them. We had 12 players altogether. I'll definitely want to play paintball again, but NOT anytime soon. I have to let all the unsightly and ghastly bruises all over my body to heal first. I thought I didn't get too many bruises, but after coming home I discovered other hidden bruises all over my body. But it seriously hurts! I hope they don't turn into funny looking colours, or else I'll be looking like some abused victim. Haha..

Oh well, the pain was worth it I guess... At last I've experienced paintball!

p/s: is it true that absence makes the heart grow fonder?

hugs&kisses
Y9:36 PM

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Too many things are happening at one go. I don't think I've fully digested everything yet. Nor has it all registered in my mind yet. Sigh.. So many decisions to make, so little time.

My thoughts are all over the place now, so can't blog. Haha..

I have to stop being so easily distracted! Somehow I have a very short attention span.

Someone just said this to me today, "Don't be a shooting star. It only lasts for awhile then afterwards dies and fizzles out very quickly.."

p/s: GO AWAYYYYYY!!

hugs&kisses
Y10:57 PM

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

When coming home last night..

Attempt 1
Me: Will you ever let me drive your car?
Cyberpunk: NO!
Me: But I've really been driving a lot already!!
Cyberpunk: NEVER!

Attempt 2
Me: What if you're totally pissed drunk?
Cyberpunk: NO! That will never happen.

Attempt 3
Me: What if it's a REAL emergency? Like you've fainted or you know etc...
Cyberpunk: NOOO!

Some great friend you are! That's how much he trusts me.. Mind you, he doesn't drive some big posh and fancy car. Well, I guess that says a lot about my driving abilities.. Hehehe..

Just tried using my PDA to go online and stuff. And I tried the windows live messenger mobile. But it's so unfair! I don't get to nudge people, but they get to nudge me. Urrghhh. It's really annoying because my PDA just keeps on vibrating and I cannot do anything about it. I cannot even nudge back! So unfair. Anyway, I think I'll soon get tired of using my PDA to go online because the screen's so small and it's so troublesome to type. I don't have a keypad you see..

Movies I'm waiting to watch are 007 and Madagascar 2! Weeeeeeeeee! And I cannot believe that there is Cicakman 2! Omg.. Seriously.. When I saw the trailer that day, I was just left speechless..

Oh by the way, my holidays have officially started! I'm freeeeeeee! :)

p/s: of attractions and fascinations.. so intriguing.

hugs&kisses
Y3:14 PM

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

In life, if you are blessed you will come across a handful of people that will leave their permanent footprints in your heart together with the great impacts they make in your life.

In my life, I've been truly blessed to have known some of these great people. And over these past two years, I've been particularly blessed with one man. As I walked through the journey of changes, uncertainties, disappointments, joys, and breakthroughs, he has been there beside guiding me all the way.

There are not many people in this world which I hold great respect for, but this man has truly gained my utmost respect. A man of vision, integrity and wise words. A man whom I am proud to call my mentor, spiritual father and friend.

During this season, who I am and where I stand today is also partly because of him. I would have not realised my full potential if not for him. Many a times I wanted to give up halfway... but somehow he always manages to pull me back into the race and keep my eyes on the prize once again. His endless support, care and concern amazes me at times. Eventhough I've made plenty of mistakes and wrong judgements, it has never once been held against me.

One thing, he always has a knack for perfect timing. Saying the right thing just at the right time. I often received random text messages that said what I needed to hear at that very moment. And as he is very known for being a man who speaks in great riddles, I've heard endless of them. Well, you just have to be able to catch on quick! Haha..

The permanent footprint and the greatest impact he has made in me is, that he has never once doubted neither has he ever stopped believing in me.

So here, I present to you..... Ps.John Beh - my mentor, spiritual father and friend.

All I can say to you is "Thank you". You have been such a great blessing in my life, and it was a great pleasure and honour to have been able to walk this short journey with you. Well, greater things ahead. God bless you as you begin your new journey with your family in Melbourne. As your last text message today said, "till we meet next.." :)

hugs&kisses
Y12:04 AM

Saturday, November 01, 2008

Five random facts of the day:

1. I think the sky might just turn a different shade of pink this time round.

2. The word "surprises" is really an understatement now.

3. Maybe attractions (NOT love) at first sight do actually exist.

4. Finally, the past is really history.

5. You won't understand what I'm talking about unless you have subscribed to the same wave length frequency channel as me! (only great minds think alike..)

p/s: and so it has begun. the test of patience! haha..

hugs&kisses
Y10:46 PM