Wednesday, December 31, 2008

So New Year's Eve is here again! In a blink of an eye 2008 is going to end. Woww! I never expected time to fly that fast! Seriously..

WHAT A YEAR! Truly this year has been filled with many different and explosive experiences for me. Haha..

So here's a brief list of what I'm thankful for this year:
  • My awesome 21st birthday celebrations!
  • My TIFFANY & CO. :)
  • Holiday escapade with my entire family to Hong Kong
  • Mastering Prokefiev's Concerto No.3, 1st movement!
  • Random performances and the Dama competition
  • My Samsung OMNIA
  • My new car
  • YOU:)

The list could go on and on.. Basically I am extremely thankful for God's faithfulness! It never ceases to amaze me yet.

2008 certainly did not lack excitement or surprises. God definitely has a great sense of humour! I've learnt to let go and let God take control. I've finally grown up and learnt how to be independent. To not be dependant on people but to be only dependant on God. Through out this whole year, the joy, pain, laughter and tears came hand in hand in everything. I don't think I've experienced such great depths of hurt or pain before; neither have I experienced such moments of everlasting joy, laughter and peace after that.

Life is all about learning. And boy did I learn a whole lot this year! The tests, trials and tribulations.. I just thank God for everything! Because He saw me through it all.

The rest of what I want to say is not for the public eye. That's only for me, my journal and God..

Here's some people I want to thank that has made my 2008 so amazing!


  • Swarna & Dhashaini - My besties for life! We defy the odds of time, space and everything else.. I don't know what I'll do without both of you! Nothing else to say, because you girls already know it. I love you both:)


  • Kevin, George, Daniel - THREE years. It's been three years only but it feels like a lifetime! Haha.. You guys still suck so much by the way! For always bullying me, tormenting me, exasperating me, torturing me etc.. But because I'm nice and kind hearted, I've never held any grudges! Hahaha.. Okay putting all things aside, you guys are the bestest ever guy friends I've ever had:) Thank you for always having to drive me around, listen to me whine and rant, "tahan-ing" my dramas, "teman-ing" me everywhere (even to the toilet. hehe..), and taking care of me. But you guys don't have to be over protective you know.. Aiyoh, I miss all of us being together! Sigh.. All the stupid things we do together, our mamak and movie sessions etc.. Well, I guess we'll have our next major reunion when someone gets married right? Hehehe.. This year was awesome because we all got to be together again for brief moments! And things certainly hasn't changed between any of us.. WHEN WILL YOU ALL STOP BULLYING ME?!?! FRIEND ABUSE!! Hmmpphh! Thank you for everything! You know that I sayang you guys a lot:)



  • My Worship Team (Jon Ngin, Andrew Paul, Jon Robs, Arun, Peter Kong, Shern Yang, Titus, Stephen To, Janielle) - Well what can I say.. You guys are simply a fantastic bunch of talented musicians! Thank you for serving alongside me this whole year. All of you have certainly grown and multiplied your talents! I'm really happy that you guys formed and bonded so well as a team:) I'm truly grateful to God for sending you guys my way! You have made my sundays very eventful and colourful.. Haha.. Once again, THANK YOU! I appreciate every single one of you from the bottom of my heart:)



  • YOU:) - I never thought that it would have come to this. I wanted my pink skies and yet I got you instead. A different shade of pink. You have made me both the happiest person on the planet and the saddest person mourning for a dead loved one. I often wonder how can a person both infuriate me and delight me so much? You are the epitome of extremes. Something that doesn't exist between us is compromise. It's either all or nothing. You are the rubix cube I never got to finish, the jigsaw puzzle that I never completed. I have often questioned God why He brought you into my life.. It would have been a whole lot easier if He didn't. Sigh.. But then again I would have never traded you for anyone else. As cliche as this sounds, "There will never be another you." You are like an ingrown toenail that refuses to be pulled out. It seems as if we're like magnets always being drawn back to each other no matter where we go or how far we've gone. I guess I'll just have to learn to live with it.. Sometimes I think that you are there to remind me that I'm still human afterall. I love you. (since you enjoy reading in between the lines so much and looking for double meanings, read in between this. you should be smart enough to figure this out! *winks*)



So 2009, here I come! Weeeeeee!






hugs&kisses
Y3:31 PM

Monday, December 29, 2008

Exactly two days after GY Camp, it was the Christmas Concert!

That was craziness.. I was already so tired out from camp. I really didn't want to perform. Plus I had lost my voice! Too much screaming and crying. Haha..

So for this Christmas Concert I had to be on stage three times. One for my solo performance, then accompanist for the violinist and the youth choir ensemble (the name sounds so cool right? haha..).

For my solo performance, I played Beethoven's Tempest Sonata, 3rd movement. Something which I've not played in over a year! It was totally craziness.. I didn't have much time to practice the piece. I only took out and relearn it the week before! After I came back from camp only I started memorizing it again.. Sometimes I think I am absolutely nuts! The risks I take.. But then, I had no time also. Sigh.. Anyway, thank goodness none of my music lecturers were there to see me play! Or not.. Dieeeeeee!

This was my very first time performing in church. And it was so different! I've performed in so many places before, but this was just different. But it felt really good. Many people have never seen me played like that before. Well, I'm a classical trained pianist! Hehe..

I didn't think too much of this performance at first, but when I reached church that evening I had a slight panic attack. I didn't expect so many people to come. The whole sanctuary was filled to the brim! And yes the butterflies in my stomach were working overtime. One of the reasons was also because I didn't prepare myself very well.. Hehe..

Seriously I thank God that everything went well that night:) All the glory goes to Him!

Then the youth choir ensemble sang "Seasons of Love" from the musical "Rent". It was really niceee:) The emo poses at the start! Hehe.. They really did a great job! Awesome singers! (Jon Ngin, Peter, Theresa, Rachel, Sarah, Abigail & Rowena)


Pictures from that night all courtesy of Meena!






Then the next night we had to perform in Klang as well. After our performance we had the yummiest bah kut teh ever! Klang Bah Kut Teh is seriously the bomb!! We were all so satisfied after that meal.. Yummyyy!

It's been great with all these people! They have kept my December very colourful:)


hugs&kisses
Y11:06 PM


Finally I've gotten out of my lazy mode and decided to start blogging again.. I have so much to blog about actually. So many things have been happening! Have been busy busy busyyyyyy!

Okies, for starters..

GY CAMP 2008! Camp this year was really different that all the other camps that I've been to before. I think in total, I've been to 4 GY camps including this year's one. To me, this year's camp totally had nothing. No hype surrounding it. Nothing. The place was like crap. Yucksss! I'll never go back there again.. If there's one thing I cannot stand is old and dirty rooms. And the toilets! Yucksss! Mind you, I was staying in the standard room and not the dorm. Okay, I know I sound spoilt here, but that's just me. Haha..

But the weather was absolutely awesome there. No rain. Just wind blowing all the time together with the sun! And at night, you could actually see the stars. Try looking for stars back here in PJ! Haha.. It's all light pollution everywhere.

Okay, back to what I was saying. To me, this year's camp totally had nothing compared to the other previous camps. BUT we had ONE thing that made up for everything else. The presence of God. The fire of God. His sweet Holy Spirit. It was there so strongly through out the whole entire camp. Even through out the workshops.. Every single part of camp was filled with His presence. You could literally feel Him everywhere.

This year's camp was about getting back to the basics. Assurance of salvation, baptism of the Holy Spirit etc... And surely enough, when we put aside everything else and put God first once more, He reveals Himself like never before. When the focus of camp is no longer about the hype, excitement, games or the number of people we have; God gets His centre stage.

The night worship sessions were just equally incredible. As I worshipped led on the second night, I did things that I would have never dared to do. God just took over the worship session and it was just amazing when you allow God to do what He wants to do. It is never about us. But it is always about Him. I planned to do five songs that night. Out of the five, I only managed to do two. After that, God took over and changed everything. It was both scary and yet exciting.

On stage, I saw fire literally falling down from heaven onto the youths below. All I could do was just stand in awe of Him. Everyone was falling to their knees and crying their hearts out. I saw people trembling, wailing, shaking.. I myself have never experienced the fire of God so strongly before. When it comes upon you, you can't do anything except fall onto your knees while crying out to Him. And boy does it feel hot.

The scene that I saw cannot be explained in mere words. You must have been there to be able to comprehend for yourself. It is just truly unexplainable.

As I saw all the youths on the knees crying, a complete sense of fulfillment and contentment came rushing through me. All these while I have been questioning God about a lot of things.. But then I received my answer that night. As a leader, there is no greater joy when you see those under you who you've been praying for and raising up receive that mighty touch from God. For me, everything is so worth it. God never ever backs out on His promises.

All I can sum up is that, God never forgets anyone. Everyone received something from Him this time round. EVERYONE. From the campers right up to the leaders. He never forgets what all of us have laboured and sacrificed. He remembers everything. And because of that, it is all so worth it. Nothing goes in vain.

Through out this year, I've grown weary and tired in serving Him. But during the camp, it was definitely a great time of refreshing and renewing. When you're just about to give up, God is never late in giving you that boost. And I was reminded again, it is all about FAITHFULNESS. Plain and simple. Be faithful to what you've been called to do. As how He is always faithful to us, we are to be faithful to Him.
And now, we're to soar like eagles! Weeeeeeeeeee! :)


I didn't take any pictures during the whole of camp! Only these few pictures on the last day. Yes I know that is very unbelievable.. But then I was too busy with God this time round:)










p/s: i was NOT allowed to post up one very special picture though.. *ahem ahem*

hugs&kisses
Y9:56 PM

Sunday, December 14, 2008

GY CAMP IS TOMORROW!

And I still haven't packed. Practically I haven't done anything yet! I never knew how busy one can get during their "HOLIDAY"! Sigh..

Okay, no time to ramble and rant today. Although I have A LOT of things to blog about.. I need to go and PACK NOW!

God help me.

Will be back on Thursday! Tata till then.. :)

hugs&kisses
Y10:36 PM

Thursday, December 11, 2008

BLUE DAY!

We are the number one patrons of the banana leaf rice shops! As far as I can remember, almost every Sunday lunch we've had.. Just imagine that!

Why am I always the only girl.. Sigh..

hugs&kisses
Y10:30 PM

Monday, December 01, 2008

It's finally the month of December.

My favourite month of the year! And I'm totally in love with it:)



I bought a new puzzle this year. But I'm still missing the final piece. So how long more must I wait for it?

hugs&kisses
Y11:10 PM

happy being loved:)



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The rants and rambles of my life. The ups and downs of the journey i go through. The joys and tears of it all. The best part, the bittersweet memories left engraved in my heart.


pieces of me
My passion is MUSIC! I serve an awesome God. I'm individualistic, enjoys sacarsm and has a good sense of humour. I'm also a loyal supporter of Manchester United. *grins* Loves shopping sprees, obsessed with taking photos, has late night ice-cream cravings, has an addiction to chocolates, a book enthusiast, despises horror movies, takes pleasure in spending quality time with my friends, enjoys partying, and simply married to my handphone. Haha.. Go figure! *winks* ;)


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the colours in my life:)
.Aisha
.Alicea
.Andrew
.Christine
.Dominic
.Emmanuel a.k.a Darth Bass
.Erin
.Janielle
.Joanne
.Jon Robs
.Joyce
.Kevin a.k.a CyberPINK
.L.I.F.E. Rally
.Lionel a.k.a. Marty Sampson
.Meena
.Ps.John
.Rachel T.
.Rebecca
.Rowena
.Sarah Tan
.Su Ling
.Swarna
.Thian Wai
.Titus
.Zoeeeee



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