Sunday, May 03, 2009
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Once again I've managed to outdo myself! BRAVO! Seriously... I amaze myself at times. Urrghhh. So, what's next? p/s: dream. live. love. destiny. glory. bliss.
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Y10:10 PM
Saturday, May 02, 2009
3 years. 2 months. The end is here. And I think this is it. Nothing more to give.Somethings in this world can never mix. And we can't choose to have either or.. So, this is where it leads up to.When you have to choose between your heart and your head. The latter wins.Letting go and walking away.
Letting Go
To Let Go is not to stop caring
It's recognizing I can't do it for someone else
To Let Go is not to cut myself off
It's realising I can't control another
To Let Go is not to enable
But to allow learning from natural consequences
To Let Go is not to fight powerlessness
But to accept that the outcome is not always in my hands
To Let Go is not to try to change or blame others
It's to make the most of myself
To Let Go is not to care for. It's to care about
To Let Go is not to fix. It's to be supportive
To Let Go it not to judge
It's to allow another to be a human being
To Let Go is not to try to arrange the outcomes
But to allow others to affect their own destinies
To Let Go is not to be protective
It's to permit another to face their own reality
To Let Go is not to regulate anyone
But to strive to become what I dream I can be
To Let Go is not to fear less. It's to LOVE more.
Goodbye... :)
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Y9:55 PM
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
The big countdown to this! Weeeeeeee! :)
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Y1:40 AM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHYYYYYYYYYYYY??? This is driving me crazy! I just want everything to go away. Far far away and never to return again!Quoting someone, "Lose your emotions and you'll be perfect." Well, I really wish I could lose mine now.On the flip side, my brother has been such a darling! So sweeeett:)Got a text message yesterday from someone addressing me as BRO. So I asked why and the reply was, 'When the Bible said man, it referred to both sexes.' Urrgghh. Sigh... I was too tired out to say anything back.This are the kind of people I have to put up with in my life! p/s: and so the countdown begins again.. i cannot wait for this ending!
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Y11:57 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Not related to the pictures above.
This is not something I can fight. Sigh. I guess I just have to learn to accept it. The way of life.
Some people will always be stuck in your life no matter what happens. The sky might fall or pigs might start flying, but they will somehow always find their way back into you life. It's like you're walking in a maze and no matter how many different turnings or paths you've taken, at one point or another your path will definitely cross and coincide with theirs again. No matter how far or fast you run, there's just no point. They will always just be there.
And no matter even how the circumstances changes around you, nothing can ever alter that fact. It's like it's all written in the stars. Destiny perhaps? So is it a blessing or a curse?
I still have yet to decide on that yet. It's very hard to say.
It annoys me like crazy that this is something I cannot control. I've tried over and over again, but time after time I've failed.
All I want to know is, WHY?
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Y8:52 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. These were the few quotes that caught my attention during the movie..
"For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again."
"Your life is defined by its opportunities... even the ones you miss."
"We’re meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important they are to us?"
"Along the way you bump into people who make a dent on your life. Some people get struck by lightning. Some are born to sit by a river. Some have an ear for music. Some are artists. Some swim the English Channel. Some know buttons. Some know Shakespeare. Some are mothers. And some people can dance."
p/s: letting go for the very last time..
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Y10:54 PM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
So this year, I had a rather different and eventful Valentines. But I think this is my MOST fulfilling Valentines ever. There's nothing better than to be able to spread God's love on the very commercialized day on how the world defines love. A basic simple truth - God is love. That's it. "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails...
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."
(1 Corinthians 13:4-8, 13)
The best part of it, I managed to spend the entire day with the people that I love:)
Pictures will be up when I get them.. It's these kind of memories that will remain etched in your heart forever.
Out of everything that is happening around me, I'm often full of questions, doubts, and fears.. I feel like a rubberband that is being stretched to its maximum capacity and is on the brink of snapping at any moment.
But then I realize I'm not alone in this. In this journey that I'm going through, I have someone holding my hand every step of the way. I have someone carrying me through the storms.
His answer to me, "My grace is sufficient for you."
p/s: i'm waiting because love never fails..
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Y10:27 PM
